Spirale descendante

Even Deeper

i woke up today
to find myself in the other place
with a trail of my footprints
from where i ran away
it seems anything i've heard
just might be true
and you know me
(well you think you do)
sometimes i hate everything-
yet i wish i felt something

do you know how far this has gone ?
just how damaged have i become ?
when i think i can overcome
it runs even deeper

and in a dream i'm a different me
with a perfect you
we fit perfectly
and for once in my life i feel complete-
and i still want to ruin it
afraid to look
as clear as day
this plan has long been underway
i hear them call
i cannot stay
the voice inviting me away

do you know how far this has gone ?
just how damaged have i become ?
when i think i can overcome
it runs even deeper
everything that matters is gone
all the hands of hope have withdrawn
could you try to help me hang on ?
it runs...

i'm straight
i won't crack
on my way
and i can't turn back
i'm okay
i'm on track
on my way
and i can't turn back
i stayed
on this track
gone too far
and i can't turn back
i stayed on this track
lost my way
can't turn back

Trent Reznor aka Nine Inch Nails - Halo 14 : "The Fragile"